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Friday, July 06, 2007

sometimes i wonder which is the true me..... the bubbly, nice facade i present or the just-below-surface malcontent at some stuffs and maybe a sudden outburst when the facade starts to fall off. Sometimes i fear the real me is just a blur of personalities but even i do not know, much less expect another to understand and hopefully accepts. I have a personality rangeing from extremely nice and sweet to one with a snappy temper. Forget it, i'll just live with it..... sometimes it annoys me when frens just incessantly make jokes about stuffs tt i thought i have handled well but turned out to be the other way in their eyes..... not just once but a few times. maybe it's just me, my less-than-discreet mouth that shoots off wad i thinks before wondering wad the others will really think, whether they will understand tt it's a joke or whether they will realise tt my personality is otherwise..... but well, cant expect others to understand when i dun even understand myself sometimes, can i? Hahaz, wondering y the normally joker jessica, who doesnt think much about stuff, just care about talking about cute guys and shopping, can handle such heavy topic? i dunnoe, maaybe the other personality is kicking in..... it's a joke, such a joke.

Posted by Jessica at Friday, July 06, 2007