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Saturday, April 08, 2006

hmm, i'm starting to go to church on a regular basis.... well more or less, and with my parents' consent too! yupz, has been delaying my "plan" to go to church cause i'm worried abt wad my parents would say abt tt since they themselves are not christians. but den seems like i worry unduly for 2 years. to grow stronger in my faith, i still have a long way to go..... yesterday someone surprised me with a qn abt whether i'm thiniking of converting my parents into christians too...... not tt i didnt think of tt qn bt although they seemed fine with me gg to church they themselves are not tt keen, but tt put a thought into my head, y not? maybe my sis will be the first to convert but b4 tt, i'll have to be a much stronger christian than i am now before i'm able to convert them into christians as well...... so it is still a long way but at least it's a start", i was really glad when i was able to go to church on sunday mornings...... just hearing His words and something struck me hard...... it was said that at the last supper, Jesus did not tell his disciples to remember him always or remind them of God's teachings but believe they will do so, instead he washed each of their feet..... i was wondering "Wad was Jesus thinking when he knew he will be crucified later and netrayed by his disciples?" wash feet? well, to act on our beliefs and not just talk..... Jesus proved his point by washing their feet and not talking abt his teachings or of God's words during the last momets of his life on Earth. Many people go to church to listen and they felt gd after tt and behaved like a gd christian on the whole on sunday.... and be horrid for the rest of he week or some even dont act on what they say they believe, ironic but maybe i belong in tt category too..... anyway, there's still a long way but i'm glad i've at least started, even if it is a small step=)

Posted by Jessica at Saturday, April 08, 2006