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Thursday, November 17, 2005

wahahaha, going to finsh A's soon...... few more papers and i'll be graduating from VJC. It seems just like yesterday that i took my O's...... o wells, i think tt's the prob with growing up...... u reminisce more. Tt day, few weeks ago, I was stoning in class while the rest of my classmates were standing around and talking...... i suddenly began to think what we will be like after we part after A's.... ya, i still think people are close becos they just happen to be lump together in a class in school...... so i dun doubt i'll lose contact and close frens will drift like it did and still will...... Maybe some of us will be very happy with our lives when we meet 10 years downs the road and others with regrets, I'll nv noe now but i guess i'll noe in the unknown future. Right now, I'm more worried about my A's..... made some mistakes in Chem and hope it will not be serious, and hoping for the end of A's..... Hahaz, suddenly felt so old cause my education that is supposedly planned by the govt will end here and my uni life will be decided by my decisions and it will decide my career for years to come. Haiz, trying to hold on to a simple life and have to face the reality of picking a career for myself, and taking up responsibilities that come with being an adult. wahahaha, people tend to think i dun think much about life except where to play and when to go KBox eh? just an insight into my life....... i do think and i do worry a lot about whether i can handle what is to come in the corporate world, can i handle and will i be happy in the future? okok, the first post after almost a year and i'll end here",

*never felt so lost in my life*at the crossroads of my life*

Posted by Jessica at Thursday, November 17, 2005